I hear the Lord say some of you are artificially inseminated with His word. This is not His first choice. He wants you to get to know Him for yourself not of Him, not about Him, but to ( know Him ). Know Him by experience the reading of His word, what His voice sounds like, who He is and what He really means to you. Don’t just sit on someone else’s testimony and not take your own relationship to heart with Him that looks like artificial insemination to me.
Stop letting someone else impregnate you with His word and you never reading and studying it for yourself. That’s ok it’s fine, but know Him, read Him, study and understand Him for yourself. He prefers it this way; enter into the presence of Holy God and He will reveal glorious things to you. Only the spirit of man can retain them our flesh won’t be able to stand in the Holy presence of all Mighty God.
If we don’t ever experience the Holy God then how will we ever know He’s a healer like some people say that He is me being one of them? How will you know if you’ve never allowed Him to touch your aching back pain or touch you in places that the enemy has left traces of bruises from being traumatized by your emotional fears? God can heal all of it in the name of Jesus!!
The Lord wants closeness and oneness with us through His word. These are the most intimate times a believer should want and do on regular basics becoming one with His spirit yielding our bodies as living sacrifices. “This is His first choice”